Sometimes I can't handle life when it has to deal with my family.  I can't help but always wander why the decissions my parents make for my so called middle person....   I can't really call him my brother, and I'm not about to call someone a brother who ain't really one to begin with.  Well...  I'm just gonna use his name, Larry.

   Larry has always gotten everything so easy...  Trust me I ain't crying over him, or jealous in any way, he just really pisses me off.  I wish I had a sibling whom I could be close to, beside my 5 year old brother.  Larry gets anything and everything.

   Larry is turning 20 this September.  He had I don't know how many jobs, and he can't keep one.  He's always getting fired.  He's always treating me like shit.  He moved out, my parents pay his way through everything.  He's just using my parents, my dad sees it, but my mom's ignorance is blinding her, because it's her child.  I could honestly see this... Him being put in jail, and my mom trying to save him.  I personally think he's a druggie, and the friends he has, ain't much better. 

   His on and off girlfriend, Sara, I like her.  She must love this kid some way or another.  They break up and date, break up and date...  He is a lier and puts her down.  She hates his friends, but she isn't innocent, she's got spots, but she admits to it.  Larry don't.  I just wish life was hard for him, like it is for us and money.  It's not like I can tell mom that someone slashed our tires and she would bend over backwards to get us new ones. 

   Larry is the type of person you just hope someone beats the hell out of him, and maybe then he will have a bit of since.  This fucktard decides to work on our car with a pot head.  Well they leave a part broken off inside, and ain't been back since to fix the damn thing.  If we was still waiting on him, it would be going on 3 weeks.

   I really, honestly hate to say this... But I wholeheartedly hate my brother... I know it is an awful thing to say, but I do....  I've never been treated like his sister, but just the blob who he deals with if mom bitches at him....      

Hello my fellow friends!  I sure hope everyone of you is doing great.  I'm doing good, myself.

My birthday was 2 days ago.  I don't believe any of my past birthdays have topped this one yet.  I woke up to a birthday hunt.  Jason created clues, places 23 ten dollar bills, one per note, and placed them throughout the entire apartment.  He did this last year too.  Well I it took me roughly an hour to uncover all the clues.  Heck, you can't beat 230 dollars, plus a bunch of presents.

Remember in my last post?  I had said something about wanting people to remember me at work.  Jason read this, and did it for me.  He brought me flowers and a cake to enjoy the day before my birthday at work. 

All together for my birthday I got:

Birthday Dinner (plus a cheese cake), flowers(roses), 2 cakes, decorations, $230.00 in tens, I love Lucy complete dvd set, 2 birthday cards, $50.00, 2 stuffed bears, $70.00 for me to order Microsoft Office, Spongebob earings, sandles, bird feeder, 3 leopard picture frames, and a beautiful poem my husband made.

I took the money and bought some stuff I needed.  I went to Cato's and bought a few bra's, well guess what?  Them damn things don't fit.  I'll have to return them, and go a little country, and get some Wal*Mart bra's.

Something is going bad in our car.  I believe the OS Sensor is going out.  It's really acting bad.  We need to get another car soon.  It's hard to deal with "One" car, and both of us working and so forth.  It's just hard for us.  And if something goes wrong with this one, we ain't got a spare car to drive.  We have to rely on others.  I hate that feeling.

Well I'm gonna go... Mom is coming to get me to return the bra's.  Yep, see I gotta wait on my momma...  *Deep Breaths Melisa*

Bye for now!

Hello my fellow blogdrive members.  It's been a little while since I done my welcome back blog.  Sometimes life gets a little crazy, and it makes it impossible to come in here like you want and post.

Well anyways... HEY!  I've missed ya!  I'm sure you have missed me just as well.  Makes life fun when you care for people, don't it?

My birthday is coming up soon.  I will be 23, well acutally it is this Tuesday.  I'm really excitied, not only is it my birthday but I am off for 3 days.  I'm sure Jason has something planned, but he ain't telling me a thing.  I kind of get a little depressed when my birthday comes up and I am at work.  Sometimes you have to be a little special to get something nice, or suck up to someone. 

I personally am not one to want to suck up to someone to get a "Happy Birthday" or anything.  But don't get me wrong, I'm telling everyone like crazy when it is.  Everyone at my job, seems to get a cake but me.  Again, you have to be a favorite of someone to get something like that.  If only people outside of my family thought of me that way.  Other than that, I love birthdays!

I've gotten myself into college now.  I'm attending online University of Phoenix, Axia College.  With my job, and one car, it kind of makes things hard to always try to "show up" places.  My work schedule crosses his and doesn't help alot of the time because of that.  Other than that, if it was just as easy for me now, to attend community college, I woud have, but time plays a big role with life today.  I'm going into the teaching field for younger/starting grades.

We will be going on a trip really soon.  I would display the name of the park, but safety on the internet should be my first concern.  I have not been on vaccation in such a long time, and Jason hasn't had a real experience at a theme park.  I'm so excitied to be going, and I hope he loves it.  Sometimes a person needs to break free from the "routine" and enjoy life.  Might I add we only get one chance at life, enjoy it...

Other than that, not much else is going on.  Our anniversary for being a couple is coming up in October.  It will mark 4 wonderful years together.

Well I hope all is well with everyone...    

God Bless You!

Melisa

After some time gone, I've made my way back into the blog world.  I've missed making friends, and getting advice. 

Since the time I've missed, I can only imagine what you guys are wondering what is new in my life.

May 13, 2007, Jason and I got married.  Yes, I said married.  We had our ups and downs, and things worked out for the better for both of us.  We are happy.

We are currently living in a apartment, with 5 cats.  We've been here for a little over a year, and we like it for the most part.  We are both working, at places that drive us crazy, but we have to pay the bills some way.

After all of my drama at my job, I've decided I need more.  I'm going to start some online college classes on the 22nd.  I'm going to pursue in Elem. School Teaching.  I'm ready for a purpose in my life. 

We are not currently trying to get pregnant, but if it comes, we will welcome it with open arms. 

Jason's birthday just passed, he's 26 now.  My birthday is coming up, July 21, I will be 23.  I'm getting old!  LOL

Well I guess that is all for now, but I will come back for more later on...